The hardest part
About all this is not knowing what’s going to happen next. I want to just forget all this happened and continue living life the way I was, but it’s hard for me to trust that everything will be okay. This one was bad, but just know time will heal this wound. As angry as you may be, (you shouldn’t be) I know you’ll read this. I’m doing this for you, and if you are angry at me you need to stop and take a look at why we’re in this situation. I’m doing this for you. You’ll see. I fear I’m going to lose you through this, but rationally thinking, I know I won’t. But for your sake and mine, please don’t do anything stupid because I will come back to you. You just need time. We just need time.
